So I am going to add my two cents to all this.
I came back to make some of the wrong doings right. I could of just stayed away and left it at that, but I contacted ALL the people on here first saying I want to fix up from my stuff up. Yes, I stuffed up I let ‘pussy’ control my life and I shouldn’t of. But I did and yes I am back to pay for all the wrongs.
I like it how others that don’t know me add their two cents, even though no one seems to see the ‘good’ I did before I went off the tracks. Others have been able to move on some can’t no matter what I do or say. As I said to Andre next pay day he’ll be paid and I understand why he does not want to believe it till it happens. But I will do it.
I wanted to keep this in PM’s as I knew it would go off track and others would jump in and have their say.
So for me, I am living my life now the way I want to live and that’s not having ANYTHING outstanding (hence the reason I came back to fix things)
Things happen in peoples lives, some know how to deal with it, others don’t. I didn’t deal with things the way I should of, but that’s in the past and I want to fix things for the future.
Believe what you want, but ask yourself WHY would I come back (and PM people) when I could of just ready the forums and never posted (and I PM’d everyone days before I posted anything)
I am not a bad person I just didn’t deal with things the way I should of.
Steve